I am done being people's punching bag. So just stop using me. I am not someone that you can find and then when you're mad just throw your tantrum at me. I'm a human being with feelings too. At times you'll appreciate me but when you're depressed or mad, there you go throwing your tantrum at me. So what am I now? Just screw everything. I feel like a fool. Given all up for something that I thought will bring results but in the end, NOTHING. Completely nothing. Agapic love much? Yeap. Totally. 

Talking To The Moon

This song fits me perfectly now. Tryna get to you by talking to the moon. Deep down you and I both knw that I miss you alot. Sem 3 just started and I'm already missing you like crazy. What can I say about it? After seeing you for almost everyday for the past three months and suddenly all these have to stop. I really do miss you alot. Those four days were part of the best days in my life. Thanks so much for making my come back worth it even though I said I regretted coming back few times. See you soon in 3 weeks time.

I think we are getting more alike. Same smile. Same nose. Hee

Done With Sem Two

Oh yeah. Finals ended yesterday. Officially entering sem 3 next year. I hope no sem four. Sigh. Did quite badly for this finals. Maybe prolly due to my sick. Flu and fever at the same time. Econs is gg.com already for me. After papers straight go to Midvalley with Nemo, Sophia and Rosalind to distress ourselves. Shop shop shop until we drop. Yeah. 300 bucks gone in just few hours time. But things I bought are mostly for my love ones. Bought heels, stuff from La Senza, vintage necklace and christmas pressie for ppl. Officially broke. Never felt my wallet this flat. Mad. But whatever because I'm going back to Ipoh tml!  

Thanks exam, you turned me into a zombie

Hee was carrying someone's pressie, so gotta make it blur. 

Nemo wearing a kid's clothes! OMG

Heels from Voir and bras from La Senza.

Vintage princess necklace from Vintage 1988

I wish

Why is it when I hang up on you, you won't call me back like how you used to? Am I really that difficult to understand? Am I in the wrong now? Why is it so hard compared to last time?

I wish you would put yourself into my shoes at times

I wish I never came here

I wish my mum is here

I wish I'm still in high school

I wish problems never exist

I wish there is no such thing as Exams

I wish I don't throw my tantrum at you

I wish I won't hate you every time you make me angry

I wish past never happen

I wish I am a better person

I wish I can stop emoing

I wish....

Smile can be so deceiving that it can almost deceive myself too.

If You're Reading This.

Don't worry be happy. Trust me that you can do it. I knw you can do it because you've put in more effort than ever. Even if anything gets worst, don't give up and keep on trying. You've done your best, so stop blaming yourself. When you get panic, stop awhile and breathe. Chillax #likeaboss. Good luck & all the best! 

=)

Cause I Miss You ;)

Okay, having homesick now. As always. Being away from home even thou for 207km, the feeling of missing hometown will constantly comes into my mind. Maybe, its due to my exams which is just two weeks from now. Usually mummy will be the one who'll comfort me besides baby. She'll stay awake with me when I study. And at times, I feel so guilty for keeping her awake. Isn't she just so sweet? She's practically my lover. Haha. When she called me that day, I felt so happy. As usual, ask me to eat more and sleep early. Anyways, I'm coming back soon! Like, very soon. 

I miss Ipoh.

 I miss my family. 

I miss you.

So, how can I not love them? Goodnight <3 XOXO

Starbucks

Got myself a limited edition Starbucks's tumbler. And also the Christmas card. The Starbucks card act as your debit card. When you buy drinks or tumbler, you use this card to pay. You'll get lotsa benefits from this card. For more info, check out their websites or visit your nearest Starbucks. Both sponsored by mummy love again. Heh. I already had one tumbler but I only can put water instead of other drinks as it will leak out. My bad for spoiling it. But skip those part because the main point here is, I'm loving this tumbler. 

One of the design. 

I got this instead. 

Old tumbler.

My new baby!

Again, ignore my eye bags please.

Have a good day yo! XOXO.